Sunday, August 28, 2005

bliss

I have often experienced bliss when I'm with him. It's a certain tranquility that I can't describe with words. Being a courtesan and spending time with him can be a challenge for each session, because we both grow. Being two independent human beings with our own ambitions and goals and our passion for learning, creates a dynamic ever changing growth in both of our lives. And therefor it's important for me to keep up with everything that is going on in his life, not for the sake of keeping him but because I love learning myself and that I see every challenge coming as an opportunity.

I have thought about marriage , which does not attract me so far and I must make plans that are reasonable for the future. Of course I enjoy being a courtesan, and living this kind of life can be tricky because it can make you too comfortable with all the good things it offers. That's why I must already plan a future. We have discussed about it together this morning more in a tensed atmosphere because he insists that I should further a higher degree in education and get rid of anything that can distract my attention from the important agendas. He is willing to take care of anything, anything and anything and I just have to name it.

And he said something that made me shiver.... "you're under my wings now.."

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