journal of an elegant and modern day mistress (courtesan)

that's it..i'm a mistress

Call it whatever. "the hidden one", or "secret girlfriend"..and that's what I am. This man is a CEO and he wants to keep his single status but he also wants a lover, companion, someone to be with..but not to wed and not to introduce to family and friends. And I'm filling that void. The secret girlfriend.

I shove off a marriage proposal from another man to maintain this "secret girlfriend" status. Of course I'm getting financial benefits. But it's not because of that.It's because of stupid emotional reasons that I can't believe I still have.

It's not a good thing to develop or have an emotional attachment to someone, especially if he was a client. I should have kept an emotional distance since beginning but it's way too hard with him because he's everything I ever wanted in a man but too bad he's a client.

This is a strange path of life, a lonely path, but also has independence in it. Regardless of it, I'm also not a common person with common thoughts. I'm the strange pea in the pot. So there you go.

posted by candy @ 4:56 AM